Eminence of Me!

What shall I say? It’s past my bed time, and I am still baffled to what is really happening to me?! An experience I would say, one-of-a-kind! I feel so exploited! For someone else mere flamboyant time, I became the scapegoat. I wish I am not being taken for granted, since at times I feel so! Subjugated and I feel so demoralized. The limit is bridged and rage is provoked. Let me sit, and wait for the moments to tick pass, and time shall arrive when I can finally pint-point and say my repute. Count on me, I won’t be the same.

Got Cheated??

A glance of this makes you think it’s Maggi Chilli Sauce, but to my surprise, the other day when I was dining in one of the mamak’s in USJ I got shocked cause it wasn’t the same brand as I perceived earlier. It was Mastika Chilli Sauce. Damn, the packing was almost the same! Now this is what we call ‘Deceiving!’

Lost and Frown!

As the moments ticked pass, I am still feeling I am lost in my own time and space. I am frown with what I feel as my comfort zone. I am not sure whether the feeling is right, but I am undergoing a roller coaster of feelings. Sometimes happy, sometimes sad, and often lost in my own world. But why I am the one who has to undergo this confusing situation. I wonder. There is always an answer of all happenings, but what I feel now is that, the answers is miles away and I am left stranded without a decent answer.

Confuse is not the state I am now, apparently I am lost. Lost in my own thought. Lost in my own move. I am trapped within me and my limits. All I need is an answer. This is a phase I constantly get trapped in. I maybe surrounded with pool of people, but I seems to be in an isolated island with no one around. What is actually missing? What is actually happening? Why I am the one who feels it this way?

Prayers is bridged. No more jeopardizing my time. I have to step up, but I will delay! Soon will get my answer and I will be cleared. Strength is what I need and I will sought it out!

Finally!!

After turning down some job offers I had earlier from few companies due to some reason, I finally made it into SONY!! I technically jumped and shouted overjoyed after knowing that I made into SONY! Although I had great time lecturing at Meg@tech College, yet I opt of not letting my degree to go waste. So long for now, I am signing off happily for the job I bagged. Thanks for the wonderful time buddies a.k.a students of mine in Meg@tech. Will surely miss you all!

Sorry, I am a FAILURE this time!

I know it sounds irony, coming back after such a long time just to say i am a failure. Yeah, i feel it so much now that i cant say anything that i remain silent for a long time. I stumbled, but i can't justify. I know its my fault, i failed terribly. No words can undo the done, and no feelings as shattered as it is now.

No point me saying anything, but this is the biggest failure i felt so much. I may sound corky, but deep down inside the tears can't stop. All i can say i will make sure i would never ever repeat it back, and i hope i am not a stranger for what has taken place. I am sorry from deep down inside. No way this going to repeat.

SORRY!

The Ways of Wisdom, #2

We must be willing to let go of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us.

- E. M. Forester

A Poem to Ponder!

The poem every Indian Man should read!

Kudos to you 'Unknown Poet', it rings an alarm!:P

The Ways of Wisdom, #1

I have found a kind of serenity, it seemed no longer important whether everyone loved me or not - more important now was for me to love them. Feeling that way turns your whole life around; living becomes the act of giving.

- BEVERLY HILLS, B.1929

Gateway of Myriad!

Probably you must be wondering what on earth I am blabbering about, but true enough I have identify the supremacy of one of our vital appendage on our body, in giving us an epigrammatic walk to our inner feelings. Yes, the eyes, the one and only gateway to our soul and inner monologues! Why eyes? Puzzled still? Now let give you a vivid picture of what I think as the ‘Ultimate Gateway to our Soul’; the eyes!

I have seen in many cases, where people avoid eye contact when they are making statements, for matter of sake, any kind of proclamations. Is it a way to escape from mendacious statements made? The truth is, eyes can’t be lying, and the untruthfulness of each remark made can be concluded by giving such a strong eye contact. According to a friend of mine, there is a simple method of knowing whether the person is making a false statement of trying to succumb you into a forgery statement made. He said when the person looks more to your left when he is in conversation with you, that gives a probability of 80% the comment is bogus! How far is the truth? Further investigation needed! Why don’t you try it out with a friend of yours!

So do eyes really hypnotises?

Apparently, I should agree on the statement above because in many occurrence, eyes can be very much intimidating. With oodles of impression can be made, this organ of ours considered to be ‘deadly’ as well. In fact, if you have seen the Indian Classical Dance, The Barathanatyam, there are plenty eye-expressions which can materialised each and every emotions, right from being happy, sad, angry, lustful and also even being suspicious. It’s indeed a vital ‘weapon’ a person need. And giving such eye contacts with expressions, the partial message needed to be transmitted would be understood by the other end who is receiving it. Start understanding the ‘messages’ from the eyes before you could read the body language!=)

Well for a start, look at your colleague’s eyes when they are in different moods. You could definitely see the deviation of the cornea-popping to the iris squinting vary proportionally to the feelings that they are in. Without a doubt, I strongly believe that the eyes are the first step to known the inner feelings. Beware of eyes!

The Cautious Ship!

A handsome and intelligent cameo meets appealing yet witty lass, and love sparks between them! They have had the most lasting relationship, and manage to get through every thick and thin of existence. And at the end they live happily ever after.

Wait! Why on earth this only happens in movies and foretold chronicles? Is there really a relationship as this good? Think twice!

I wish every relationship in this world ends with a wide smile and also a happy ending. But it’s hard to endure this sort of bond. Regardless of whatsoever affiliation you are committing to; from spouses, friends and any other rapport exist there will be much problems faced. It needs an extra caution to be taken in consideration to maintain a long lasting empathy.

Why it’s so difficult to sustain a good relationship?

Pretty much assumed earlier there will be myriads of factors involved in a bad-reputed-bond. For example, one may take relationship for granted; A friend who ignores their acquaintance just for other mere things, only to realise that they were busy collecting stones when they have a gem with them. I often come across some acquaintance that easily falls under the tapestry of this scenario. Probably, it’s time for reshuffling and re-evaluating which friend is indeed needed in life.

All this year I have learnt that relationship is almost similar to the ‘Touch N Go’ system. Those who appreciate you for who you are will stick with you longer than the ones that only take you for a ride. Why still people do fall for this so-called ensnare? Mind boggling!

It takes loads of understanding, fair amount of truthfulness, and a little fun, not forgetting also a dash of intuition for one to identify which relationship will be lasting and which is a one-stop-go-link. Don't get vignette with all those myopic ‘promises’ of the untruth. So let’s start appreciating those who really will be with you through the years and start maintaining a distance for those who you think not worth to be kept in the circle of trust and relationship. Start now before it too late!

As for me, it took lots of wrong turning before actually I am right on track. I had tidal wave hitting on and on, but I am certainly happy with those I have around me now! Thanking always the three-lettered-guy for all the guidance and giving me such wonderful acquaintances to escort me throughout my life.

Male Domination, Finally!

Break from studies is good, but when you have such a long gap, it eventually becomes indistinguishable and lame. As for me, after being such a couch potato, I relented to my sister’s persuasion and end up following her for shopping at the so-called urbanised mall in Sungai Petani; The Village Mall. Frankly, I think this is almost the counterpart of Bangsar Village to smaller scale. At least it has Starbucks in it! *that’s something!*

So while I was walking around this mall, I was quickly fasten to a scenario which I rarely see and I was so fascinated to relate myself to the scene. I, being the friendly guy as always I manage to get the person talking and I found out some interesting stuff about the person I am going to introduce next! So I proudly introduce to you, Mr. Arif, the entreprenuer at the mall; down-to-earth, unique and speaks very good english!=)

Yeah he draws mehendi. And it’s an art piece that I saw drawn with his bare hand and with such a clear idea from his mind! Salute you Mr.Arif. It’s hard to see a guy dominating in this field and I think he is very good at it. So anyone who wanted this person to lay his art piece on your hand for your big day, then I can fix you up with this talented person! Gosh, Mr.Arif will be thinking I am doing some sort of marketing for him.

The truely talented guy, kudos to you bro!

Despite being interfered constantly by onslaught questions from me, he indeed never let his concentration fade away and managed to put up a good art work at last!

His art piece! Awesome!!

Disgusting aint it??

Gross?? Can’t help much but this is the scenario in one of the famous bakery back in Kedah, day in and day out. The shop-helper didn’t even bother to make a point of keeping these flies away till I summoned her to do so! Please people; check thoroughly the environment before you really wanted to purchase anything at any point of time. As for me, I have banned the purchasing in that bakery totally!

Red Handed Bro, Red Handed!!

Talking about weird collection that I have made previously, there is someone I would to introduce to you all. He is also weird but only on his own vanity. I finally broke into the pride and made it public! Introducing now is Harnesh’s collection of clothing labels. He goes around knocking me back into organizing; perhaps I need to teach him how to organize those labels which hangs on his cupboard door. Bro, you are caught red handed! *Feeling proud*

Regards.

LEWD as it is!!

Have some respect for holy places please!

I was dazed looking at this picture! Such an obscene printed t-shirt for prayers at mosque! Doesn’t he know the restraints of attire you should be wearing to holy places? I would strictly band him from coming in again! Please, it’s okay for you to have such a printed tee but make sure you know the appropriate place to wear it. He needs some psychoanalysis. Anyone care to give him one??

Junk or Memories??

Memories never fade away. That’s for sure, but when memories were held with some objects together with it, it’s hard to decide whether to let go the entity or the memory. Well the entity gives us a walk down memory lane when we gawk at it, but yet this object is not a sight for sore eyes. You may think what crap I am talking about, but this was what I had to endure when I finally need to chose whether it’s the memory or the entity.

When I meant entity, it’s all those crappy things with such a big sentimental value, so-called. Yeah after some knock on my head to step back to reality by Harnesh, I am finally letting go those junks in my room. Yeah, don’t get shock, I feel so weird when I look at those things I kept as my so-called sentimental-valued-stuff! So presenting to you the 'Weird of the Weirdest', starring Sanjay the Geek!

Broken table lamp, which I used since I was 12! My first ever table lamp!

Some-out-of-fashion belt which was with me since I was like 9! Ok I know it gets weird from one picture to the other!

The worst of all, ninja-head-banner I used for my award ceremony for my SPM result, pink brush which I never once used it out of my room, a pink paper bag which I have all those reload cards I used in first semester of my foundation years and the best of all...drum roll....my first ever toothbrush I used in UNITEN! Weirdo!!!

I had bid 'them' all farewells, and leaving a life of not being a geek. Thanks Harnesh for showing me how geek I was! Those things are now R.I.P but the memories of me 'throwing' it away will remain forever! Good laughing stock indeed!