JeopArdiZinG TruSt???

Darn, finally I manage to let my fingers do some dancing! Nothing in particular to mumble and state my dissatisfaction about but just that I feel bad whenever I see my own blog left untouched for quite a gap! Guess what? I have made up my mind, not to leave my blog unattended. Not that I am so busy on something just that I don’t have any new idea to write or mumble about.

But after a long deliberation, I think I just wanted to review my past again. Yes, this blog going to be solemnly about my past and all those mishaps that I have lead to. Something that I really regret doing and don’t wish to do it again!

It’s a puzzle for those who read this blog, but I’m very sure some of you might know what I meant with this blog. I wish I could state whatever had happen but I don’t really want that to be publicized, so let it stay myopic. Circle of trust and jeopardizing it really results in loads of unwanted incidents. I know, since I am going through it now. When I gaze back at it, I feel so foolish to do those things that I did. It really tarnished the trust that other people had on me! I am very sorry, yes, this time I mean it from bottom of my heart.

Don’t ever place something least important over trust. Because when you do that, you are actually leading yourself into loads of trouble, and when I mean trouble, a real serious one! Why on earth, I did that? Trading trust over fun! Every minute I feel like I have done the biggest mistake in my life! I have to put a full stop for it. How? The only way is to prove those things that I have promised them. I’m going to do it this time, or else I’m doomed. I know, it sounds cocky but I would not repeat those things already. I’m going to start procrastinating. I should have done this long time ago, but I am only realizing it after I have gone through hard times!

To those people that I have tarnished their feelings and trust, I’m extremely sorry and for those I am going to start to procrastinate I am sorry, but I have made up my mind. It’s not a drastic move but I have thought about this ever since those incidents happened. And this is the reason; at times I am being so quiet. I go through internal monologue whenever I am quiet. Thanks to The-Lettered-Guy, He helped me throughout this period. And every second I feel I am being closer to Him. Thanks once again dear Lord.

Okay, I think I just have bored you with my own pathetic life story, but I hope you have learnt something from my own life experience. Modus operandi of this blog, DON’T EVER BREAK THE CIRCLE OF TRUST AND TRADE IT FOR SOMETHING LEAST IMPORTANT THAN IT!! I better be off the keyboard. Till we meet again in the next blog. Thanks for spending some time to look into my blog.

Regards.

P/s: Mum, Dad, Sharma Ka and Kavitha Ka, I promise I am rectifying all those mishaps and mistakes I have done. I promise to deliver all those that I have promised. Thanks for being there throughout! Love you all to the max!