Saturday, October 31, 2009

Not too Young Anymore!

The dominos of life is yet been discovered a little by little. And here I am sitting in my office going on standby shift alone on a shutdown day at SONY. And looks like the time is not doing justice for me, it seems to be ticking pass tardily. As I am sitting here, myriad of learning and teaching of life comes into my mind. I vividly can hear all the advice that I heard and read before. Life has really budged up its pace, that human constantly having breathless run to catch up with it. Scary as it is, but this is the scenario that we ALL are going through day in and day out.

Advices that keep on taunting me since I was small started pouring into my mind. The data (advices and teachings) recorded in my mind is been refreshed again and all the puzzles of advices taken in, and is coming into one piece.

I still remember my Uncle, Mr. Sibepragasam, gave a useful advice which I think suits the life shifts always. He asked me a rhetorical question which is an advice by itself. He uttered to me on a fine evening when I was 9 years old.
“Sanjay, why are you crawling when everyone else is running?”
Time doesn’t wait for us at any point of life. So why are we still sitting and enjoying it going away from us? Time to tie up the shoe-lace and start running after it! This is indeed an emblematic question which still goads me all the time.

Another person who I always respect for the advices given is my beloved eldest sis, Sharma George Daniel. She gives me loads of advices throughout the period of me growing up. The man that she sees now, is the output of the mould that she created carefully. She told me a few advices which ring an alarm till this very moment.
“Before you start changing the environment you are, why you don’t change the person that you see in the mirror?”
-Given through my 23rd birthday card.
&
“Enjoy your adolescence stage appropriately, because the freedom wings and the key are given to you with altered responsibilities.”
-Given verbally on my 21st birthday
This are the main three, inspiring words of wisdom which till now is been mocking me thoroughly throughout this years of my life. I will never forget these advices, besides the others that I am still holding at. Thanks for those wonderful souls, where because of them, I am here as someone in this society! Love you all much!
Regards

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

From me with Love!

Life shifts, is what I am going through now. A reality check was done, and I found myself constantly in a shock of life travel. Been already months I ended my student’s phase, now I am a working man. Surprising as it is, I have responsibilities waiting ahead of me without me realizing it.




As I walk through this working world, I realize how different a student’s life would be. All this while, when I was back in my campus, I used to lament over the assignments, test, lectures and tutorials, but now, its all left in the memory. A memory which I will always cherish and rejoice!

Advice: Enjoy your studentship life before you start stepping into the career world. I am missing those days, when I used to walk around finding for lecturers, assignments and tutorial questions from friends to be copied and working extra time to meet the deadlines. Those were the days, when I think back now, make me laugh and sadden at times!

Life isn’t getting any easier for me. Work loads is piling up, and mere rest is been taken. Constantly getting tired, and apparently I know I need to change my Circadian Rhythm. During this period of life shifts, I have been very absent-minded guy, where most of my friends think that I am ignoring them. Opportunity taken now, to seek for forgiveness cause I never did this on purpose. At times I am in a situation where I can’t be justifying further for the blames and raging anger of my friends. I am sorry once again for being so absent-minded and ignorant.


I don’t blame life shifts; it’s just me who finds it hard to cope up with the bulk-up responsibilities and workloads. I would definitely bounce back, and I keeping my fingers crossed for it to happen sooner than I expect. Thanks for those who been my backbone in this process of reality check and life shifts. Everyone goes through this process and now it is my turn. God’s grace and the faith on Him I am holding to every each day!



God blesses everyone at any point of time!




Regards

Monday, October 26, 2009

Random Check on Reality!


Blogging from my desk at Sony makes me wonder again and again, how life shifts so fast that you find it’s unbelievable on what you are going through in life. It feels like just yesterday I step out of my secondary school life to campus life. But in a brisk of time, campus life ended and I have been working for the past 5 months.

The pace of life never waits for us; apparently it gets faster than normal that it makes us choke for breath. Guess that, this is life and it doesn’t really show mercy on those who is not making an effort to keep track with it. I recall my friend quoted about life in his facebook status, enjoy life before it gets jealous of us. So immature it may sound, but trust me or not, it sure rings and alarm!

Stop lamenting about life, and start enjoying every bit of it. Causes don’t walk while everyone else is running. Remember, time is always ticking away, and it doesn’t wait for us at all.

Regards.
p/s: Rajanen, thanks for the quote which made me write this entry!

Sunday, October 04, 2009

Eminence of Me!

What shall I say? It’s past my bed time, and I am still baffled to what is really happening to me?! An experience I would say, one-of-a-kind! I feel so exploited! For someone else mere flamboyant time, I became the scapegoat. I wish I am not being taken for granted, since at times I feel so! Subjugated and I feel so demoralized. The limit is bridged and rage is provoked. Let me sit, and wait for the moments to tick pass, and time shall arrive when I can finally pint-point and say my repute. Count on me, I won’t be the same.