Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Inscrutable....

Loads of things have taken place, and i lost of words and time to blog in. I do feel sad for abondoning the blog, but lets keep it clear that, i am a total geek for the past days! Now i am back, i am totally into fulfilling my newly taken oath and vow.
I dont wanted to indulge in those matter which can be classified as 'expired' so let me tell you what i am currently up to! New semester have started, and being in my third year degree, its not fun, since studies getting harder and need loads of attention to it. Although its just the third week of semester, assignments alreadly piling up and i am rushing to meet deadlines.
Past have really made a big impact in my life. Wish that i could mend whatever i did in the past, but i know, there no point crying over a spilt milk. Whatever happened, happens for a good reason. So i just put it aside and carry on my life as it is! When i gaze back at what have i messed up, its so heart breaking. I term it as pure stupidity! Damn!
For now i have realised, that i am at the crossroad, where there is no turning point. The one and only thing that i can do is to have confidence in me and walk up straight. And i have faith in God. I know He will always hold me tight during the time i need Him the most. I am constantly trying to rectify my mistakes, after jeopardizing my life to just a mere fun event!
I am still trying, and i know i will be back on track soon. God bless me and my future undertakings!