Lately I have been having a debate with my own mind where tons full of things keep on running in my mind and in a way making me solve things the way it is. This is what I call, time to gaze back at all the experience that we have endured. It’s good though to start gazing back and regretting it now than to grief over it later. Start gazing and pledge an oath of not repeating those mistakes.
For me, few incidents which happened in my life really have left a big impact. Still it is hurting and keeps on killing me. Even though time has passed by, the guilt and sad feeling keeps on taunting and haunting me. Darn! When I think of all those incidents I endured, I feel stupid at times for doing all that. It doesn’t make sense, but I know I HAVE did it. And there is no way of turning back time, but the one and only thing I am capable to do now is STOP it all and NEVER EVER going to REPEAT it again!
I may sound cocky but what had happen to me ever since I step into the alma mater, I have endured numerous sorts of incidents which have its own pros and cons. I do understand that life isn’t the way we wanted it to be, but it’s how you handle it the best way you can. It’s hard to get what u expected but u won’t anticipate what u gets. So puzzling aren’t it? Well life serves what it is capable of since it’s only we human plans but there is Almighty power that executes and determines the entire plan! I have endured loads of pain, and I learn that I gained a lot. Now I can walk strong and proud to say that I am what I am! That three-lettered-guy is great since he knows and he had planned earlier the entire journey I should undergo. And these have taught me to become a better person.
Some people may think that I am just bragging and doing the talk only, but one thing for sure I will prove all this. I have talked the talk and now the time for walk the walk. That was my sister’s advice every time I screw things up. Thanks to GOD for giving me such an understanding and loving family. I will treasure them no matter what.
It isn’t that I undergo only hard times in life; there are some happy moments to rejoice and cherish. All of them which contributed to my daily smile wear on my face. I know I deserve that a lot. Being loved is the greatest joy I ever experience and eventually all the human being will do especially being so pampered and loved by family members. The unconditional love of mum, dad who strictly educates about life and caring sisters, it’s a blessing. And I am living with it. Blessing from above that I do appreciate a lot. Not forgetting, friends who keep the ball rolling. Apparently, I am so gifted to have this all. So lucky to meet great souls in my life and to have the journey exciting as it is.
In everyone’s live there should be both elements combined in order to fulfill the needs of life. Same like a piano, it should consist both black and white keys to stroke in order to produce a good music. What is life if there aren’t ups and downs? All those possessions will teach us a lot in life and makes us to be a better person and meet all the need in life. I just wish everyone have a wonderful journey in life. Everything can be sorted out, so do problems in life. Just have a little time to think and executes your plan in solving problems. I’m sure all will work out. And just be happy and live with the blessing you receive from above. He knows what is best for you and when is the right time to give you what you wish for! GOD bless every each of us without fail, in return just have some time off and think of HIM, because its more than enough to appreciate Him. And before I sign off, I am really attracted to the Salem’s slogan which really sounds so true and so evident. Live Life Cool!
